I don't like the fact that I'm human, I don't like the fact that I am typing this, an I don't like the fact that deep down I want people to see this, I don't like people who act all depressed, I don't like the fact that I feel like I am one of those people, I don't like the fact that other people might think this way too, I don't like the fact that people judge me because of what I write, I don't like the fact that I don't know where I am going with this, I don't like the fact that I don't know how to be normal, I don't like the fact that I don't try hard enough, I don't like the fact that I even try, I don't like how people expect you to be normal, I don't like that someone else might already have wrote this already I don't like that the world wasn't as easy as I thought it would be as a child, I don't like people, I don't like love, and I don't like me.
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Well no one likes to admit that they do, but that doesn't take away the fact that they do need it. I mean saying that you need something is better than denying yourself from having it.
Yeah, but it's just hard to find one person that would be willing to give it to you.
You know there are painless ways to die...
Yes, but pain is not the only thing that matters, I do not fear pain, but I fear the unknown that comes after one dies.
Would you rather be a chicken in KFC?
Oooga booga is dat sum fried chickenz?
Whatever you do, don't suicide. I may be some nobody to you, but believe me, if you can pull through this and keep going, you'll be a happier person in the end.
Thanks, I find replies like this making my days a bit easier, I means something to me, although it might sound a bit silly.
I feel the same way, but people like you make me realise that I am nothing in comparison; that I haven't experienced enough to claim to be sad or hurt, and for some reason that makes me feel better. I hope that you can stop hiding your personality and pretending to be someone else to people long enough for you to see who you are, and I apologise if any of this sounds offensive.
I am not really sure about what you mean, do you think I am pretending to be someone else here on NG or in real life?
Hang in there, i know exactly how you feel. You sound just like me actually on my worst days. It sucks to be depressed, I feel it almost every day. I know what you mean too by not wanting to be a human and not to be normal. I know what its like to not want to be social and not like yourself. I hope you can find something makes you happy in life. Everyone has something they use as an escape from reality. Reading comic books helps me sometimes. Anyway, It makes me sad to hear your post because I truly how you feel and I just want to say your not alone in this world and I hope you feel better. xD
You has write that before longer times, Fluffy (hope it is okay, if I call you so) and now you live further.
So you see, life has sometimes such phases and feelings. But, you are also young, don't forget that.
Let time goes by and later you understand all better, you enjoy more and you will forget this lines ...
... good luck Fluffy.
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I don't like to admit that I do...