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Medizy
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My mind punishes me for happiness

Posted by Medizy - September 18th, 2009


Whenever happiness comes up, I cannot stop myself from bombing myself with bad thoughts, causing me to be more depressed than I normally am. A few days ago I just felt... happy, for a few hours. But afterwards I feel so terrible that I took a small work tool knife and slashed my legs a few times.

Even my sub conscience knows that I don't deserve happiness, lovely how my mind works.

Have a picture of Taokaka.

My mind punishes me for happiness


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It's k

<3.

Everything is going to be k
<3.

Oh man, you are such a fucking faggot.

Shush you, Taokaka is a girl.

Taokaka makes me go :3

Ah yes, me too.

Hey thanks I was trying to figure out if I would consider her sexy.

I dont, hooray!

You sick fuck.

wtf

dur

What the fuck? <3

<3 you too.

Dude, we need to <3 each other.

Everyone deseves hapieness. Tell your subconcience to gtfo.